Anxiety.  It is a real thing.  It is a true struggle of mine.  Currently I am dealing with it in a massive way.  Honestly it is because I am exhausted of the junk.  What junk?  Well...I'm sick of people pretending to care about me and my family.  I'm worn out from people feeling the need to talk about me or my immediate family in a negative way.  It is disheartening.  Since we have moved back to PA, the amount of family that has turned against us is overwhelming.  Family?  Yup.  People who are blood.  People who should have my back, but, oh, they just talk behind my back.  It's lonely.  It's terrible and honestly, I am starting to weed those people out of my life.  It's honestly sad.  Simply because these people have no intention of telling me the things they have told others.  Then act like they are all good to my face.  Yeah, not going to fly.  

My advice to each of you....don't talk about people.  Seriously, do not.  It hurts.  I try to act like it doesn't, but you have no idea how deep it cuts.  Especially when you don't know the truth. There is always more than one side to everything.  Be sure you remember that.  So, please people, let's be above this.  Let's teach our kids that you don't talk about people.  Let's teach our kids to love even the unique about others.  Thank you to the family & friends that have shown love to me and have loved me through my faults.  

To any of you that struggle like I do with anxiety....I'm here for you.  I'm praying for you.  Anxiety is hard but we will push through.